Tuesday 6 November, 2007

Fighter........!!!!!

Daylight shutting down, Night marching in leaps , cultivating frustration , suffused with regret, abrading all the sense , not knowing what to do –mind wandering to distant tracts….Finally something from inside..dictated… Wake up!!! Obeying the command ..Dragged the “Body” ..tired from the traffic, tortured by the daily monotonous routine of office, out of the BED clearing all the smoke fumes, opening the room door…. And deciding.. need a break from this haunting contemplation …NEED A DRINK!!!!!.


This is how his day “End” every day, any day , almost each day. This is the ballad of his life where he remember all the bad memories and wipe out all the good memories. Don’t know how long he’ll carry on leaving life like this ..torturing himself , putting himself on rigorous treachery ..where he betray all his dreams, pay no heed to his laziness , uncanny n unrealistic approach towards anything he undertake and in the end messing up everything.


Think, Plan, determination, motivation, attitude everything generated, everything ready for an Execution ..but when the time comes to deliver ..He find himself a big time loser…seems nothing is falling on places.. Putting all the Blame on Luck, Damn it’s averting …dragging him back to the same dump where he has been laying …don’t know since when.


Trying , trying n Trying to pull himself out …trying to reformulate himself from the pieces, which r scattered all over, trying to achieve a form which has a identity . He has never lost hope in himself, trying different tricks to put the Mind n Heart in sync. Struggling each day but still fighting …..with the world, with his treasonous feelings, with his work , with all the demons betwn him n his dreams , with everyone who believes otherwise and bate him down. He knows he will die fighting against all odds and that too fiercely. These will not slow him down in marching towards what he believes in n wat is presently eludes him.


Bravo DUDE!!!..this World don’t need Survivors they need Fighters. The testament of u r success will enchante one n all.

4 comments:

Rishabh Makrand said...

To be very frank with you shail... I am not finding this post continuous or may me I am not able to concentrate...not sure wither you want to drag this "fighter" or the "fighter" is trying to drag you...but if you both drag each other (in diff direction) you will not reach anywhere....you both will be tried and then you will sit and you will "NEED A DRINK"...In this present case as per my understanding you have 2 choices..
a) let the fighter drag you to the glory
b) tum "aatmshaat" kar lo is fighter ko...I mean aapne andar mila lo...

then you will be "the one" and then The testament of u r success will enchant by one n all.

Hemant said...

Abe sale hunk... bahut comment-umment dene lage ho!!

Kaam me mann lagao.. Ye sab se kuch HAASIL nai hoga.:)

Push. said...

bhiyaa never be a fighter... coz fighter hamesha ladta hai fight karta hai but jeeta kabhi nahi hai

Hacked Emotions said...

Very True and Nice thought.. was worth penning it down